She exhales slowly, her lips drawing to one side as she tries to figure out where to start. It's always hard to figure out when an episode starts and what triggers it, but she can try.

"I'm not even sure how I got to the hospital. One minute I was at school and the next I was there, but I've found that to be par for the course for he most part - at least when I'm not trying to find the dead body. It was keys jangling in my ear at first, but when I got to the hospital it was a heart rate monitor. It was steady at first, then started to get erratic ... and when it flatlined was when I screamed."

There's a pause as she tries to figure out where to go next. "If you don't want to know, I won't ... I mean, you don't remember. Maybe it's better that way."